I am running out of reasons that she still talks to me.
It is likely that she is doing this with the intention of watching me suffer. I think that is her right and I don’t hold it against her.
It is much more likely that her need to not have anyone be mad at her and to keep everyone in her life no matter what is the reason that she talks to me.
To keep me in Limbo begging for relief.
She doesn’t even notice I’m with her. She only allows me around so that she can believe in herself as a good person.
I’m relegated to the same position as the people she keeps in her friends circle, but doesn’t even like.