She is not interested in seeing me. I just want so much to be close to her.
We talk frequently. She wants to know me and enjoy our friendship. I appreciate that, but it hurts so much.
I miss her.
She doesn’t miss me.
She shouldn’t miss me. I was terrible to her and I deserve to be treated like this. Held on the end of string. Living in her indifference. No hint that she can ever care about me again.
I know I deserve this
but I can’t do it forever.